This is where I have been spending some of my days.
Talking.
Getting thoughts out.
Tearing up.
And finding myself again.
I’ve even gotten there early enough to sit and just pray before talking, because yet and still I believe God.
If you don’t, that’s fine, but this here is my space, and I believe that even with issues of being sad and not knowing why, or angry and not knowing why, or just here, and not knowing why.
I don’t believe that my life is without purpose.
I don’t believe that I’m going through this in vain.
I DO believe that this place, these walls, these windows, will be a part of my walk into a deeper spiritual place for me, and my family (because let’s face it, prayer goes over the family, no?) and my future.
Until then, this view will help me get there.
Beautiful. I’ve been feeling blah lately and searching for answers. I’m constantly reminded that I am blessed. I’m glad that I read this. Prayers to you…and your family.